I first and for most want to tell you a little about myself I am a 28 year old Christian who loves life and Christ dearly more than anything well to make a long story short I got saved when I was nine and then reborn at the of 16 I then later in life had a passion to Gods work and really spread the gospel message well when I moved out on my own at 23 I began to drift away from God and the desires to seek him are his will. You see I met some people and the fell out of grace and began to back slide. OK here is the big story I was pure at heart and met this girl who I barley new and she and I started to date heavy well anyway she got me drunk one night I told that I would only try one drink but she insisted I drink more than one so I drank to well she got me buzzed and then before you knew I was foolish and went into my room with her and fooled around with her.
Satan knew exactly what he was doing when he used this women to use me I then gave my virginity up to a girl I barely knew and I have had to do a lot of repenting since then. I knew in the spirit it was wrong but in the flesh it felt great and because of the weakness Satan put in me I have had to regret giving all my purity away to a girl I barley knew and did not love. So here is the the point I am trying to make wait to have sex if your pure at heart because if you do not that is one great make mistake your going to make to give yourself to someone you barley know that has used you. If your going to give your self up then do it with some one you love because I can never take back what I did giving my purity up to a women who was not even Christian and thought I cared for because Satan used my loneliness against me.
Now God has shown me my mistakes and brought me out of the dark because of what I did my world felt like it was crashing down because I disobeyed God more than you could ever know. I committed adultery and really hurt my faith in God and all that I built up just by giving my self to a women out of the things Satan wanted for me. I just wanted to share this story to let you know that when you find someone to make sure you pray to God that person is for you . I can not take back my mistake of this sin but I can let God heal me of the scars I bare on my soul and open my heart back up to love again for now I am trying to go back to the basics of life and truly pray for the right women in my life that God will send who will love me for me. I pray that if your stripped from your past you ask God to help you heal your heart always may the peace of Christ be with you all as read this. For it is by his blood we are saved and cleansed.
